14 November 2014
This is one of the topics I'll probably never be completely comfortable with. I decided to write about it with the hope of helping someone in the same position as me and also informing people who have never experienced it about what I'm dealing with. It may be a long post, be warned.
How it began
The time when it began for me was when I was 15. I had gone to the cinema with a friend and we sat in McDonald's after that to eat and I started feeling really nervous all of a sudden. I had trouble breathing and my hands went numb. It had never happened to me before, so I didn't know what it was and what I could do, so naturally I panicked even more. Which didn't help at all. Eventually, I went home, but I didn't feel any better, so I decided to call an ambulance, because it literally felt like...